emailing TBO

Copy of corro to TBO (the black one)

Hey TBOLogged into vodafone but it won't let me access d pxt u sent. Damn it. And I was so excited to see your photo. You gotta send me a pic via email, OK?

I've actually been feeling really down and quite difficult lately. I have never ever felt this low before. So even though I am back in Surry Hills, it is so not the same. You know what a happy person I am and being grumpy is not me. But after returning to work, my motivational & energy levels have been remaining under the acceptable level. I don’t think it is work though. I actually enjoy a lot of it. I guess it's part of being sick although it's so weird that on the physical level, I have been expecting myself to be close to back to normal by now. Maybe, I just need to re-set my expectations.

TxtMessaging with you helped a lot though. It made me feel connected and even though you are not close to me, I felt that you are still there and loooourving me.
Friday night was awesome. It was great that TRO unexpectedly went out with me with another friend, K. K works for Qantas and I have known K for 17years now as far back as school days. We went to a total of 4 clubs and I drank more than I should have. Vodka lime soda is so yummy. We started 10pm and kept going til 4:30pm. K was so shocked that I was into all these things. had probably always thought I was a boring stick and K'd never seen me drunk. And the usual things happened. TRO+ I giggled a lot, K played the scoring game with us, danced silly, thought StoneW smelt like vomit and at 3am, K and I had to get something to eat. Sausage rolls. If you were here, I was imagining we would be sharing two dishes as usual. Indian, Vietnamese, Kebabs, Hungry Jacks - whatever it is we end upstuffing our face.

And the funniest and probably one of the naughtiest of the night happened at the shift. As soon as K & I got there, this spaniard who looked like a very young & good looking rockstar/movie star started giving us the SMILE. It turned out that O's english was very bad. But with my equally bad Spanish, we managed to communicate the basics. Like "I want to Kiss you" etc etc. O was probably only after K but the pushy me got in on the action too. Might not sound fair but K already has a live-in young English partner (more than 2years now I think). O got so drunk other people were getting angry with O as they get burnt by O's cigarettes. I ended up having to translate & apologise. And apart from that, got to kissy kissy. AAAAArrrghhhhhyyyy. As I left, O kept saying "after disco, your place". I really wanted to. But with my sister as my flatmate, it didn't appear to be a good thing to do. See, if you were here living with me-that would be no problemo at all.

It's a pity, you & T didn't work out. But man, don't give up. You can't entirely blame the "village life" for that! It's difficult to find a perfect partner - no matter what. I wish I had one. Doesn't have to be very good looking. Average is ok but no airhead muppets please. Oh, and they have to be able to dance, eat out and be in lourrrved with me lots & lots.

Tell me more of your kisi kisi action with your new SAMOAN lover in your next email. And keep sendingthem to me. I need you to keep in touch lots because I get lonely.Take care
Sat, 29 Jan 2005 14:41:15 +1100From: TBOSubject:hey littl boy...good to hear ur better and that urback to ur place and ur normal life style...hahah....omg did u seriously goout lastnite...oh well, at least u had a goodtime aye...mejust stayed at home and watched porn hahah.eeewww naughty boy...oh well imsingle now so i can go back to my slut life again...hahahanyway, me and t broke up...im sick of t getsjealous over me and c...we got into a massive argued over the phoneand i told T i dont need a partner who dont have any faith abtme..abt lastwk or two wks ago i told im going with c and c brodaand sister…tsaid its fine...and when i rung the next day…tvoice changed..i knew something is up, asked whats wrong and said angry with me going out with c and friends...i was likebt u fucking said its ok to go out with c & family...so i dontknow what problem is fuckin idiot...anyway, t gone up to hamilton...i was like thatskewl bt i dont want us to be together again....so yea, someone take meaway please im sick of this fucking "village life"....i always end up in afucking broken heart..first l and now this bloodysamoan.....man, i wished i was there aye.... i so wanna come and play hang man with yahahah....anyway, enough of my probs.....i went on this chatlineand i met up with this samoan ...hot hot..i went to samoanplace and we just kisi kisi...i felt samoan's bonita and i was like omg...howno im not gonna XXX my up for that XXX thing hahah...so yea, wegonna meet up again....and maybe we will try it then hahah....
ok thats news from my end...so hold back when uget this msge..